Hmmm

Today is my 1st day of Internship~ :) Nothing much actually for today.. Just have some briefings.. Listening to what they explain about... what they expect us and so on.. The company profile... The holidays.. And bla bla bla.. Tomorrow only start the real work which have to type some descriptions for the product. After Internship, straight went for dinner at Damansara Tropicana Golf and resort.. A high class place... Attending wedding there..  Videos are shown , and everytime i watch the video, I think of both of us.. Haiz.. Have some songs playing such as nothing gona change my love for you...  Another song that reminds me of you.. Somehow I just miss you... Have many leng luis there, but it doesn't matter actually.... I feel like having you is more than enough for me already.. I don't know whether I should wait or not.. Hmm..   I really wish to wait till the fate come.. But I don't know whether will the fate come.. I must have trust in myself.. and believe in Miracles. Sometimes, I just couldn't stop simply think and I've lost confidence in myself, fate and also miracles. However, I will try my best to make myself feel more confident and so on...

 I just couldn't find the same feeling like I saw you for the 1st time , on other people.. I couldn't.. Is a feeling that describe your entire world. Believe me. Trust me. Like I said before, having you in my life is more than enough already... I really does not need anyone else... Haiz.. There's one last thing I'm doing.. After that thing, I dont think I can do anything anymore.. I wish I can do more for you but I need the "special day" to do. Otherwise I cant.. Haiz.. Anyway, I really dont know what else to say but to say I love you.. I really love you.. I'm not drunk ... I didnt drink any alcohol... I'm just freaking sleepy.. And I just typing out everything I feel right now , with my eyes half open...

 All I have to say is , I love you... I really hope one day will come.. I dont know when.. I dont know how.. Whatever it is... I will still be there for you... :)  p/s: You wont know how much you love the person unless you lost her.. We just have too much memories.. Everything I see, it reminds me.. Then I'll start wonder.... Sorry for being a jerk and sorry for being stupid last time.. Sorry for my stupid self last time... That's all.. Here's a song for you.. Old but it's really meaningful... The moon represents my heart .. Sorry that I Love you.. I know I shouldn't love you when you are in love with others.. Yet I still Love you.. Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry.. Just couldn't help myself from saying I love you so much.. Haiz... That's all of my feelings..

Once Faith. Second Fate. Third Miracles.   =)