19/11/2011

 19/11/2011 will be another memorable day for me.

   Waking up early in the morning, and start to miss you. Then i thought of something, which i want do something for you which i never did before. How the idea was started , is i remember you ask me  "Buy a bouquet of flower and you'll run and i chase you with the flower" haha.. Still remember that? :) Then i thought of buying flower and start googling for the meaning of roses. Thought of buying 9 or 11.. Straight after that , I bath and start searching for flower shops. Went to Klang Parade shop there but the shop was close and then tried searching for other but couldn't find, so i call-ed my friend to ask. After that, i was told that near the eng ann there have 1 flower shop which is in one of my friend house . It was shifted from the Klang Parade shop to there.Then I bought 11 purple roses. The reason i chose purple roses is because it's nice and because of lavender. At first, i just wanted them to deliver for me. Then after thinking for so long, i prefer giving it myself because it is more from heart  . :) Then I went all the way to Jusco "Silver Dragon" to purchase a similiar ring as mine, because you told me you threw it away.And guess what? The ring was the LAST. I don't know should i call this Fate or Luck but still I thank GOD for getting the similiar ring again. So i bought the ring and also the necklace chain to turn it into a necklace ring. Then i went back to eng ann to collect flowers.After that, I call-ed you to see whether I can drop by to see you or not. Then, I went to your house. Holding a bouquet of rose , necklace on the rose and also a card i wrote. I gave it to you. I never expect you to say anything, i just want you to know that throughout all these 3-4 years, my love on you is never fake and will never fade that easy. Action speaks louder than words. I realize my mistake and i do the things that I should do earlier and not now. After giving you the flowers, I felt  very sad all of sudden because i realize the girl standing in front of me is the girl i love the most and treasured the most who i have just lost few months ago. I tried my best to control my emotions but i couldn't help it but broke into tears. And there you gave me a warm hug. I tried to whisper"I love you" but i couldn't said it properly. Even a strong man will cry. Cry because not a cry baby, is because you lost a person you love the most.

    I just hope that FATE will bring us back together someday and I believe in Miracles. Miracles is you and me. I only want to say a 3 simple words which is I love you. Somehow i feel that my love on you is too strong and will never fade. I just couldn't describe how much i love you last time until I really know that I have lost you.

I love you , very very very very much.. I love you till that nobody could replace you. I love you till that nobody will love you like how I love you. If i had a chance again, I will love you by actions and not words. This I can promise you. As you said, when we together back, we will change, but now I promise and I swear that I will never change ever again. You will always be my 1st priority. I always love to regret after i lost you. That is how ridiculous i am. Btw, the necklace ring that I gave you is for you to wear when the FATE bring us back to my side again. Keep the ring safe and secure till the day you are back. I will wait for you to be back, because i know that my love on you will never fade.. =) I will always be there for you, when you need me.

Did you know that the ring I am wearing now has your name "Charene" carve on it? I will be waiting for you till the day you come back to me, and have my name "Kelvin Say" carve on it. =)

I Love You , Tea Pei Nee. You and Only You. =) Smile always and Be Happy. Miracles belong to me and you. Do you believe in Miracles?

Miracles24 = Miracles19

Nothing gona change my love for you. The song you sang to me, I wish to hear it again from you, Tea Pei Nee one day AGAIN.. =) Cheers, Smile..

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go

(Chorus 1)
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

(Chorus 2)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

(Chorus 3)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too