Dream?

Everything is like a dream... Can it be a dream? I want it to be a dream, so everything can be over soon...  Someone please wake me up from the dream.. Slap me till I wake up.. Everytime i think of You and Him, i always wish i was dreaming.. I felt i had no chance at all anymore.. I feel sad.. Haiz.. But have to stay strong and always smile..

Can i change the fate? Can GOD give me back my precious 1? I really love her a lot.. More than everything else. She's my 1st true love.. And I want her to be my last.. Please , GOD, return her to me.. I would do anything .. Maybe live shorter life? As long as i am with her i am happy enough...

  I'm just typing everything out from my mind.. what i feel and so on..

I will always love you... 06102006.. The day I fell in love with you without any reason.. I believe is not we are too young and immature, i call this as FATE.. I met you when you are form 1... You got a very short hair and dark skin.. I love to tease you that you love my friend.. After teasing you so many times, I fell in love with you.. Then I tried to make my move, getting closer to you.. We start from messaging till midnight and this is how our LOVE is form. Then you grow from form 1 - form 5 ..OMG.. Time really fly so fast... Have been seeing you growing and as we grow our love grows.. Obstacles here and there, we face many problems.. During University life, we have more problems.. Haiz.. People always say that when people are exposed to the world , they will tend to fell for another person.. But why i cant? I cant love others.. Even i love, it will never be as deep as OUR love.. Maybe we've through for very long time.. I want to go through everything with you .. I want to hold your hand, till the day I die.. I want to hug you in my arms.. Put your head on my chest.. Thats all I need... Just to LOVE YOU

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Now i dare to say already :)