It's time.

Time flies. It's going to be 2012 very soon.. :) I've made my decision. I don't know whether my decision is right or wrong? I've been thinking lately whether to do it or not, but I guess I'll leave it alone. I've plan something , nothing much, just a surprise . But I guess it will remain as a secret and shall not be known. The reason I make this decision is not because I give up easily, is because I doesn't want to disturb both of your happiness and also I have to move on too right? :) . And also I know hadn't been a very good boyfriend and what I do always hurt you. Is enough, I don't want to see you hurt anymore. All I want is you to be HAPPY. I know he'll be a better boyfriend than me. Make sure he do, if he doesn't treat my precious 1 good and make sure she's always happy, I wouldn't be happy.  But I believe that if you're mine then you will be mine. But now is not, so is better not to disturb.( This is what I feel) .However, in my heart, I'm still in love with you. Never decrease yet :) . But I've took out the necklace ring. Otherwise, I couldn't let go of you and couldn't forget the memories. But I'm keeping it safe with me here. I'll keep it as a memory for 06/10/2006... Or maybe one day , we're together back again, I'll wear it. If we're fated :). I've never been a good boyfriend but I will learn from my mistake. Letting you go for your own happiness. This can be another way of loving. All I wish both of you will be loving each other and also hope he take good care of you. I'm sure he will. :) No worries. Remember to smile. We are still friends, of course. You can look for me anytime , if you need. I don't mind. All the best , all i can say for now.. hehehehe!! SMILE.. Remember to be happy. Stay strong. Be the last time you okay!? hehehe.. You're Tea Pei Nee, nothing is impossible for you.. :) I know you can!''

Hohoho~! Btw, Merry Christmas! :) 

Happy Go Lucky!

Stay Lame (You're lame too, sometimes , tsk tsk tsk)

Always Smile.

Miracles will happen once in a lifetime.:) Smiling is always the best policy to overcome every problems you have. -Always smile- :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) quote by : Kelvin Say

The journey of Miracles

Working life is tiring~! :) But got to learn things about MCM - Multi Channel Marketing. There's many more to learn... At least, I can spend my time by working , better than staying at home doing nothing. It helps to make the time fly even faster. There are 7 of us doing Internship in Parkson. Works start from 8.15 to 5.45... Always trying to get my ass off the bed by setting alarm on 6.30 and i would definitely drag till 6.50 only i start waking up.. *Lazy & Tired*
 
      Sometimes memories just flashback all of sudden, and it doesn't make me sad anymore.. I feel happy because I have such a beautiful memories with you , my first one. :) Never regret on loving you since 2005 till now. I said once, is a miracle that you accepted me, I never thought you will be my first one because I always think is impossible to get you.. Impossible is possible.. It's cute sometime to think back on how i chase you.. I remember I love to tease you since 2005 when you are a prefect in primary school... So cute right? Then I start to fall for you. But i continue teasing you. Then one day, I make my move by getting your phone number through you friend.. Then from that day onwards, we start sms-ing.. We sms till late at night, challenging each other and bet with each other.. But guess, I am the so call-ed "Loser" .. Cause I always lose :( We bet who will fall asleep 1st and it was always me.. I'm a pig ^@^ .. hehehe... I remember my punishment was "doing the WAIKIKI BURGER" the shake the ASS 1 round de.. Then yours is to make cookies for me.. *Cheater*  Yours so simple, mine so hard.. :P  ...We always call each other "ah ma" and "ah gong" in school.. That's the only thing we spoke to each other everytime we met in school because we are SHY right? hehehe... Then one perfect day, I move to another stage which is call confession. It was after my PMR which is 06/10/2006.. I'm form 3 and you're only form 1... It's been so long right? We've been playing a game call SDO together.. Then after playing, I've made up my mind to confess.. So, with all my guts, I'm feeling freaking nervous and I only use MSN to confess.. *Shy boy*.. I know i'm timid and now still a timid , usually with girls.

      Then this is how I confess, I pm her and say.. I got something to tell you.. Then i put, I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I .. (Because i really couldn't type it out, i scare of rejection) .. Then finally, with all my GUTS , I said " I love you" .. I close my eye, hoping to see a good answer.. But you replied " I go bath first".. Till then, I was freaking scare i was reject because the way you answer. After you bath, you told me.. :) I felt relieved because You Love Me too.. :) Then this is where 06/10/2006 is formed.. As you know , I am a timid person, even we met in school, I still does not know how to start a topic .. So whenever I see you , I didnt say anything .. Just said Hi and smile,even after confession.. To be honest, I never change a bit at all.. Then one day, you ask me to said 7 type of languages of "I love you" .. I felt nervous, I don't know how to speak other language that time. Then I google for the 7 type of language, I still remember clearly in my mind. Then i said the 7 language, ( Saranghaeyo, I love you, Saya cinta padamu, Aieshiteru, Ngo oi le, Wo aie nie, Wa suka lu) This 7 languages... 1 more language you taught me " Jetaime" ...Wahahaha.. Both of us are so cute...

Remember the candles you make for me? K love P ... P love K.. hehehe.. And remember you ask me about do I believe in Miracles? I believe till now.. The island that have MIRACLES.. :) Thank you for giving me such memories and also a miracle. As we grow up, we learn to be better.. If you see and think back properly, we are trying our best to be the best lover. We tried to solve our problems .. We manage to go through all the obstacles. We've been trying our best for the 3-4 years ++... That's how strong we are and our love are. I remember you always ask me to sing for you before sleeping time and tell you bedtime stories.. Cute :)  Sorry that I can't manage it because I only know how to sing "Twinkle twinkle little star" and tell you the story of 3 little pigs.. I remember you said you like my story of 3 little pigs.. ( I think you geh geh 1, want make me happy, think I don't know? ) Hahaha! I remember I told you about a " Prince and A princess".. I don't think you can remember , cause when I was telling you the story, you was already sleeping like a pig. I know you slept already, but I continue talking but in a soft voice to tell you.. This story "Prince and Princess" was actually about "The journey of Me and You" ... And I ended it with, we both married and have a happy ending. ( I bet you dont remember cause you sleeping) hehehe...

    Our 1st date out was my birthday! :) 24!! Miracles24.. We went out together, and I sat a taxi.. A taxi to go there is RM50! From Klang to Sunway.. And back is another RM50!! Hahaha! The taxi eat my money... Then we had our 1st Nandos there.. My first kiss on my forehead.. *shy* p/s: get down lower.. Then I like "huh? what?" Then a first kiss on forehead.. :) Memories... I remember that night , before we go back... I hold you and hug you very very tight.. Because I miss you a lot .. I don't know how to describe the feeling.. Is like want to hug you damn tight and never want to let go.. That was our memory... That's how cute we are when we are in highschool... We are young, we are stupid, we don't know anything, we don't know what is true love. The decision that I made which is to LOVE YOU is Never a mistake, is not we are young, is not we are immature.. What I call this is " Miracles" , "Fate" and "Faith" .. Without all these, these memories will never be created in me. I know what's True Love. And I know who is my first.. My first is always you.. My first true love.. :)  Never regret on loving you. I only had 2 things to tell you which is:

1) Thank you for all the above memories, it's been cute and immature for both of us. I know there's many part I didn't mention, I didn't want to make it long. For eg, you love to bully me in highschool! You take my specs and you keep it.. Then I went to class without my specs.. I still remember it so clearly! Then after school , my mom ask where is my spec.. HAHAHA!!  :P

2) Sorry for hurting you.. Sorry for being stupid.. Sorry that I have fail the eternity and forever love.. Sorry I couldn't manage to make you the happiest girl in your life. Sorry I couldn't be at your side forever. Sorry that I couldn't protect you forever. I hope he will do all this. Not for me.. But for YOU.. :) Because I still want to see you to be the happiest girl in my life. Sorry for letting you go easily. That's the most regret thing I've done in my life.. But what pass is a past. I can't change back time to fix it. The only thing I can do is learn from mistake and be a better man in love, life and work.

I have learn my mistake. I will be a better man.. I will never repeat it again..

"Always make other people jealous because you have such a GOOD GF and NEVER make your GF jealous of others"

"Always be there for her, no matter how busy you are because once you lost it, you will start to appreciate it"

That's all.. " I love you"

When I was typing the story above, I was smiling because is so cute while playing "FM Static - Tonight"

I believe in Miracles.

I believe in Fate.
I believe in Faith.
I believe in us.
I believe our love. 
One day , I hope you'll be mine
Miracles24 :)


Miracles24.. Sign off..

Hmmm

Today is my 1st day of Internship~ :) Nothing much actually for today.. Just have some briefings.. Listening to what they explain about... what they expect us and so on.. The company profile... The holidays.. And bla bla bla.. Tomorrow only start the real work which have to type some descriptions for the product. After Internship, straight went for dinner at Damansara Tropicana Golf and resort.. A high class place... Attending wedding there..  Videos are shown , and everytime i watch the video, I think of both of us.. Haiz.. Have some songs playing such as nothing gona change my love for you...  Another song that reminds me of you.. Somehow I just miss you... Have many leng luis there, but it doesn't matter actually.... I feel like having you is more than enough for me already.. I don't know whether I should wait or not.. Hmm..   I really wish to wait till the fate come.. But I don't know whether will the fate come.. I must have trust in myself.. and believe in Miracles. Sometimes, I just couldn't stop simply think and I've lost confidence in myself, fate and also miracles. However, I will try my best to make myself feel more confident and so on...

 I just couldn't find the same feeling like I saw you for the 1st time , on other people.. I couldn't.. Is a feeling that describe your entire world. Believe me. Trust me. Like I said before, having you in my life is more than enough already... I really does not need anyone else... Haiz.. There's one last thing I'm doing.. After that thing, I dont think I can do anything anymore.. I wish I can do more for you but I need the "special day" to do. Otherwise I cant.. Haiz.. Anyway, I really dont know what else to say but to say I love you.. I really love you.. I'm not drunk ... I didnt drink any alcohol... I'm just freaking sleepy.. And I just typing out everything I feel right now , with my eyes half open...

 All I have to say is , I love you... I really hope one day will come.. I dont know when.. I dont know how.. Whatever it is... I will still be there for you... :)  p/s: You wont know how much you love the person unless you lost her.. We just have too much memories.. Everything I see, it reminds me.. Then I'll start wonder.... Sorry for being a jerk and sorry for being stupid last time.. Sorry for my stupid self last time... That's all.. Here's a song for you.. Old but it's really meaningful... The moon represents my heart .. Sorry that I Love you.. I know I shouldn't love you when you are in love with others.. Yet I still Love you.. Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry.. Just couldn't help myself from saying I love you so much.. Haiz... That's all of my feelings..

Once Faith. Second Fate. Third Miracles.   =)

Busy time?

Internship starts tomorrow. I don't know should I be excited or sad.. haha.. Cause when Internship start my time will be lesser. But I wish to spend my remaining time with the person I love.. Which means after 6pm.. It doesn't matter how tired am i , i'm going to make use of the few hours to be with the person I love. Definitely I will still be there for you, no matter how tired am i.. There's many thing I've learn throughout this few months. I've been thinking back on what I've done and all. I know I could do better than that. I can.. Believe me, I'll change for the better person in everything. In life, we make a lot of mistakes, but we learn from mistakes. I've made a lot of mistakes in my LOVE life, as I kept on thinking back, I realize I can do much better. There are times, I'm out of my mind. :) The past is the past. I will be a better person ..

 Even next time in working life, no matter how busy am i , I'll be there for the person I love.. Family first.. This is one of the reason, I'm not going for gym.. Because I want to have time, and be there for you and my family if my help is needed. =) All the best for my Internship tomorrow, hope everything goes well for the first day. Sometimes I love to flashback what we've done, the funny moment and so on. It just made my day but it hurts to know that you are not with me..  But I believe!! I believe in 缘分 and 奇迹.. Do you? :) 


Smile; Miracles24... Working life starts tomorrow! All the best to those who have started today. Always remember, I will still be there for you even though my life starts to be busy. Do not hesitate.. Believe it or not , I'm always waiting =) Cheeers  

Beautiful memories

Internship are about to start.. Time are constraint very soon... I believe destiny has brought us together on 2006... Fate has brought us back couple of times. And now I wish fate will bring us back again for the last time. I want to start a new life with you. I want to be a new person but still the always cheerful and lame , myself. I want to be the one who makes you laugh , and to make you smile. I want to be the one to make you feel like no one is better than you. I want to make other people jealous for you instead of you jealous of others. I want everyone to know that I love you a lot. I want to be your everything and I want you to be my everything. I don't care what others said about me or you. What I care is what you said about me. Sorry for the past, sorry for everything that I've done and the broken promises. The ONE and ONLY promise that I did not break is " I will love you forever" . This is the promise that is still standing strong. We always told each other our love will never fade and will increase day by day. You always ask me how much I love you. I always reply you I love you more than the universe and my love on you is uncountable. But I believe my love towards you is far more than universe. It's undescribable but only actions can prove it. There's many question on what should I do and what shouldn't I do is on my mind, I followed my heart. Your heart will lead you to the right way and never regret on your heart's decision. I never thought of finding new girls because is hard for me to find a girl like you to take your place in my heart. Finding a girl is not like choosing an apple in a market nor fishing a fish in a lake. Love is not a game. After all this, I finally understand how to really understand a person and love  a person. Not by telling her that you love her everyday. Is by listening and seeing what she needs and wants and use actions to make her happy. Words are just part of supporting your actions. The main things is action. Memories will never be faded and will be well cherish forever. I just want to start a new life again with you , if we had a chance. A chance to forget the past, forget the sadness, cherish the happy moment. And make the "Forever" happen. I believe in forever and I believe in eternity. I believe i could make you the happiest girl and i believe in you and myself. :) Smile. 


I've failed you once, twice and thrice. I believe is time to stop failing and I will never fail again. 


Quote: 


Like what you've said, is like what I'm going to say:
Just like my heart,
Is lonely yet,
full of beautiful memories that will never fade =)
I believe in miracles... ♥


I believe in Miracles too.



Miracles24


Here's a song that I've been hearing multiple of times because it is meaningful:
 "I'm still loving you"

Life's gooooood~

   Screw it.. Finally exam is over.. I'm happy.. 4 days straight of studying .. Headache.. Stress.. Stay up late.... But now is finally over.. Yeah.. I can sleep like a pig and party like there's no tomorrow before Semester 5 starts.. 1 more year to study , before I enter working life. Life will then start to be busy. Although how busy am i , of course i will find time to be with my loves one. That's a MUST for me... Back from my trip at Melaka... Only 5 of us went to Melaka but it's a fucking funny night and fun night for all of us. Our brother , Ong Richard is the joke of the day... All of us ate steamboat, play games and drink liqour which makes all of us a big high and drunk.. Especially ONG RICHARD!! Been laughing all the way till I sleep.. 2012 is near already.. Chinese New Year :) Oh yeah~

   This few days has not been thinking much about Love... Maybe I'm having a hectic week... Still missing you and sometimes even wonder do we still have fate left in us? Sometimes I tried to avoid myself from thinking so much... Loving you has no regrets but letting you go is my biggest regret. This is how life works, when you lost something precious, you'll start regretting.. When you are single, you feel relationship is better. When you are in relationship , you feel single life is better.. Whatever it is, I still love you.. I still remember the way you look at me, the way you smile, the way you cry and everything. :) All I have now is faith and hope. My door is always open for you :) True love never has an ending, true love never ends.. I agree with this quote that, true love does not need an happy ending, true love just never ends. When you love a person deeply, you will understand what i meant. How i wish I can be a playboy, whereby I can just love a person and throw it away just like a toy. But I'm not and wouldn't want to be anyway. If you love a person, love her completely .. Change to a better person for her.. Never break a promise... If I had a chance, i would do the best.. I will not be the same again because this regret has cause a big impact change in my life. I know more about love and how to love a person. If I'm in a relationship again, I'll make sure I would do the best for her. That's all. :)

Smile.
Miracles24

I want our love to be like a fairy tale which always have a happy ending.. I love this song so much..

What's life?

2 more days and exam are over.. I'm going to trips to Melaka after exam with few of my friends... It's been quite sometime we didnt go for a trip... Just couldn't wait for exam to over... 1 more subject to go.. Direct Marketing..  Hope I can do well in all my exams.. Hehe.. Anyway, moods have been swinging sometimes. My bad habit came back after few years. And I promise to you I wouldn't do it anymore.. Of course, I wont do it anymore.. For you, for my family and for everyone that I love.. 

   Time been flying so fast.. Still missing you day by day.. Although my expressions doesn't show it out, but inside I'm still missing you.. My emotions are back to happy again... Just need to think that , if you're mine then you will be mine.. Hehehe..Nothing much to talk actually.. All my feelings for now is I'm missing you.. Hope you are having a good life there.. You know I'm always here with you no matter what right? If you need me , I'll be there.. If you need my advise, I'll advise you.. Hehe.. Anyway, all i hope you is to be happy and cheerful.. Not the emotional 1 la ... Emotional but with reasons then is okay.. Don't be too naive.. You're a smart girl , i know that... This is all my advice and Be happy! Smile always kay? Because your smile is beautiful ... Always are. =)

Cheers. Miracles24

Last post before i go vacations :D

The reason i change is always YOU :D

Promise is a promise. I'll keep it.. I promise :D Smileeeeee

Time flies

Guess what? It's already December 2011... Almost 6 years already :\  Time flies :( We all have been growing up so quickly.. Just couldn't believe it.. Hahaha.. Still remember when you are still in short hair.. And now you've turn into an angel.. p/s: I didnt say last time you're ugly... HAHAHA.. I never regret loving you all these years.. throughout these years.. from 2005 till 2011.. :) No idea why. But I'm really into you.. It's just my feelings. People always say that our heart will change one day, but it's not easy for my heart to accept another 1. It can but it take times. But i don't want anyone to be replace you in my heart.. I doesn't know why, but i kept tell myself i want you to be mine forever.. Hehehe.. I'm still waiting for FATE .. Do you know that I always felt like bringing you all the place to eat? ( You always ask me would you take "me" to the place when you feel the place is nice to eat?) [p/s:yes]  especially with my parents like that day we ate in the Klang Parade restaurant.. I kept on thinking about that.. Hahaha.. And eating together with your parents. That's my feelings.. You never know how much you love a person , till you lost him/her.. :)

  Okay.. Exams are going to be over soon. 3 down and 2 more to go... :) Tomorrow is Friday.. Going to plan vacations with my buddies tomorrow after exam.. Can't wait for the vacation. Feel free to find for me if you have problems, even though I can't be there physically to help you but I'll do it mentally.. Hehehe..  Then start working from 9am to 6pm.. Plan not to go to gym, cause I want to have free time myself .. Have some things that are more important to me.. That's all for now I guess.. Time to study.

p/s: Missing you every moment, hoping to be your HERO everyday.. =)

I'll be there for you :)

  Heylo~! I'm bored , so just let me type out my feelings and how i feel now. Alright~! This coming Tuesday is my final exam already. Till 06/12/2011.. Why everything must got 06? Hahaha.. Then after that, I'm going to penang with my bunch of best friends / brothers/ buddy forever .. I'm going to enjoy the food there. I think is like 10 years + , I didn't go to Penang already. =) Life is not as hard as we think. I manage to control my emotions already, I don't feel much emo-ness now.. A lot of my friends told me " If she is yours , then she will be yours" , in other words, FATE. If we are meant to be together, FATE will bring us together again. If FATE bring us together once again, I'm starting a new love with you , forget about all the past, and make it our new love. If and only if , we have FATE la.. p/s: Take care of the ring, if fate bring us together back, I'm yours forever and you're mine forever. No more letting each other go anymore. Stay with each other forever kay? I put the word "IF" , even if we didnt get back together, keep it as a memory because that ring was the last ring, so now only me and you have it =) .. hehehe.. One thing you should always keep in your mind is that, I will always be there for you. I know I've repeated couple of times, but I still want to remind you that I'm always here for you.
       Anyway, I'm going to be very busy this few days, to study for my exams. So, feel free to call me/ text me / or facebook msg me when you need someone to accompany you okay? :) I'll be there for you. And my Internship is starting very soon , on 12 of December , so I'm going to work from 9am to 6pm.. Then I decided not to go for GYM , because I have some more "important" to do.. I think that is all about it! =) Good luck in my exams / your exams! =) And ALL THE BEST! Cheeers! =)

Miracles24.
Here's a song for you and the lyrics are all word from heart. I always express my feelings through songs. =D

Look at the lyrics and sing it! =) Smileeeeeeees =)

My birthday 24/11/2011

:) Balls, my exam always falls so near exam.. And our relationship always end before my birthday, most of time. I remember the 1st time you celebrate my birthday and I got a first kiss on my forehead in Nandos.. There is where our Nandos memories come from.. When I think of it, I always smile because I remember you ask me to go "lower", then I like "What?" Hahaha.. Then got a kiss on my forehead.. That was like few years ago when we are till in highschool.. Then after when we are in Uni, my birthday always falls on my exam, that is why we didnt celebrate much for my birthday. As we grow bigger , our life starts changing.. I miss the old times.. I remember you always used to call me at 11.24pm and all of the sudden wish me happy birthday.. So cute right? Hahaha! Hope one day , I can get this chance again from the same person.. =) For the mean time, enjoy life while waiting for FATE =)

  Btw, this year 2011, I only had a chance to celebrate my birthday with my friend and family. So, yesterday, we went for dinner at Setia Alam KFC. Then they told me , they went to fetch Jin's sister.. Never doubt of anything, then they ended up bringing 4 piece of cake. I was a little surprise and few awkward yesterday but again thanks for give me a small surprise.. I made a wish :) Some of you might know the wish and some may not.. hehe.. Anyway, today I'm celebrating with my family at home.. Another wishes but my wish will remain the same.. Hehe.. After exam , there'll be another celebration at Cafe 1986 and drinking session at Setia Alam Overtime for my birthday celebration and my best friend celebration. =)

I wish ___________ :)

                                                                 Smile~~ =)      Miracles24

i <3 My life

Without you (2011)

I am lost, I am vain,
I will never be the same
Without you, without you

I won't run, I won't fly
I will never make it by
Without you, without you

I can't rest, I can't fight
All I need is you and I,
Without you, without.... You!

I can't quit now, this can't be right
I can't take one more sleep this night
Without you, without you

I won't soar, I won't climb
If you're not here I'm paralyzed without you, without you

I can't look, I'm so blind
Lost my heart, I lost my mind without you without... You!

Oh oh oh
You you you
Without
You you you
Without you..

I am lost, I am vain,
I will never be the same
Without you, without you, WITHOUT YOU

It will always remain the same

My password for my facebook and my taylors login ID (as usual) will forever remain the same.. Because is still yours, till the day I have found another one. I will never forget you.. I love you.. =) Whenever you are sad, I will always be there for you. Whenever you need someone, I will always be the someone. Make me as your 3rd priority since I can't be your 1st anymore.Remember we promise to keep money everyday for our vacation? Mine has reached RM1k already, but the plan fail. Haha. But always remember, you are still in my heart and every morning the 1st person I'll think of , is you. But I never frown anymore, I smile, not because I lost you, because I had you before in my life. =) That is what makes me smile. So you must smile too, dont frown. If nobody can help you smile, I'll help you.. Call me and I will always available for you but not when I am sitting inside my examination hall that time la.. HAHAHA. My shoulder will always be a place for you to cry and my chest will always be a place for you to sleep, if you need. Therefore, smile because tomorrow will be a better day.. Always remember, I am always here with you, even though we have been seperated. =)  Study hard and have a good future ahead! Smiles =)                     =)

Miracles24

The memory that will never fade

 I guess this will be my last post, just want to make things clear. First of all, time will heal my heart of course. Then time to move on and not forget the past . I will move on but still in love with you. Maybe fate one day will bring us back together or maybe not. 


I know my mistake. I know what is wrong with me. It's time to turn over a new leaf. Time to change to a better person. It takes time, but time is what I have. :) Although I have promise to change, I change but it got change back again. This time, I'll make sure it change, it will always remain change because I don't want to lose another precious person again.


I'm sorry! I apologize .. It's too late but at least i apologize and try my best to get it back.. Although i fail but i try.. So , I have no regrets anymore. Just to tell you , I still love you. =)You ask me whether i would chase you back even if you are with others, my answer to this is YES, of course, because i love you a lot.. FATE// =) Again, I'm sorry for my broken promises..


Cheers! =) I will never be alone as the ring with your name will follow me everywhere I go.. So, that's all.. I'll improve to be a better than as well. Thanks for all the beautiful memories and also your love all this time. My memory will never fade , so do yours. Anyway, good luck in your studies kay? Don't get too naive.. Besides him, you can always find me when you have problem in anything alright? =) Don't forget this handsome boy, Kelvin Say Chong Theng. Hehehe! 


Last kiss , Muackz =D


Hear the song below, very nice =) , Believe me. M i r a c l e s


Cheers.

Sign off, 
Miracles24

Fate/Miracles

I believe one day, you will wear the necklace of the ring and come back to me. I believe in fate. I believe we will last forever because I want you to be my first and also my last. I believe in Miracles. I know you believe in Miracles too. =) If you are back again, I'll make sure I will hold tighter this time and never give any opportunity to others. I love you , forever. 06/10/2006 is the day that we fated to be together. You are first true love. I am not going to give up easily. I believe we are a perfect match like what people said. People once said, true love never have a happy ending, true love never ends. Do you know what it means? It means that my love on you never ends because you are my true love. No matter what, I'll keep my heart strong and wait for you right here, wishing one day you will come back to me with the necklace ring and tell me "I love you". Past doesn't matter to me as long as we are together.

Tea Pei Nee, I love you forever. I don't want to be your friend. I want to be your last true love .

I want to take care of you and support you till the day we are old.

=) 

Bie, I miss you calling this. I want to call you bie forever. Bie, I'm sorry for everything I've done. I'm stupid because I didn't think twice of my action. Forgive me. Bie, today is 20112011. It only happens once in our lifetime. Make a wish.

I wish Tea Pei Nee will come back to Kelvin Say Chong Theng's side again, one day. I love you , bie bie. 

Yours truly,

Kelvin Say Chong Theng

Miracles24

To : Tea Pei Nee

I miss you.

I miss you every single moment.
I miss you when you are not with me.
I want to spend my entire life with you.
Do you know that I delete everything but I left the one picture ,videos and your voice recordings with me? This is because every time I miss you, I look at your photo, hear your voice and see your reaction in the video.

I wish to hold your hands, look into your eyes and tell you how much I love you. I love you without any reasons. You are perfect for me, although nobody is perfect. Perfection comes from LOVE.

I have many things to talk to you. I want to share my secrets with you. I want to tell you how much I love you and miss you everyday. I want to hear you say "I love you" to me everyday. Even you said it everyday, I will never get bored because I want to be love by you. Just you. I want to create more memories with you. I want to make you the happiest girl in the world. I want to share my happiness and my sadness with you. I just want you in my LIFE. I want to hug you when you feel cold. I want to go around the world with you. I want to spend my entire life with you. I want to make a dream house with you (If you remember) .. I miss eating with your parents in your house.  I miss following you around. I miss see-ing you washing plate and I tried to hug you. I miss going pasar and you always say you want to eat this and that and i call you pui po.. I miss your cuteness.. I miss everything.. Bie, I love you. Sorry for not making my move earlier and it's too late.. But bie, throughout all these months, I never forget you and my love on your never fade at all.. All I have to say is Da Zhu Zhu love Xiao zhu zhu and will wait my Xiao zhu zhu come back to Da zhu zhu :)

All I want is YOU , to be in my life. My life is never perfect without you. F A T E , please bring me back together with her . She is the girl that I love when i am Form 3 while she was Form 1. She was the same sport house as me, which is RED. Her favourite colour is RED. She love to eat BBQ Plaza, Chocolate Banana Cake, Hot and Roll, Nandos. She is the girl I love the most in my life. She is the closest girl besides my mom and sister. I want sing our favourite song with her. FM Static - Tonight.

I miss your smile

I love this picture. Created by you.

While we were young

                                                                              Valentines day

Do you remember? I love this picture so much

Sorry for being a cry baby.

I just love the way you are.

I love the way you kiss my cheek. 

                                                    Love to camwhore? I love to camwhore especially with you

Last but not least, I love when people tell us we are perfect match because I know we are.

To fate: I hope she will be back again with me.

Kelvin Say Chong Theng + Tea Pei Nee.

p/s: Can you hear me, GOD?

19/11/2011

 19/11/2011 will be another memorable day for me.

   Waking up early in the morning, and start to miss you. Then i thought of something, which i want do something for you which i never did before. How the idea was started , is i remember you ask me  "Buy a bouquet of flower and you'll run and i chase you with the flower" haha.. Still remember that? :) Then i thought of buying flower and start googling for the meaning of roses. Thought of buying 9 or 11.. Straight after that , I bath and start searching for flower shops. Went to Klang Parade shop there but the shop was close and then tried searching for other but couldn't find, so i call-ed my friend to ask. After that, i was told that near the eng ann there have 1 flower shop which is in one of my friend house . It was shifted from the Klang Parade shop to there.Then I bought 11 purple roses. The reason i chose purple roses is because it's nice and because of lavender. At first, i just wanted them to deliver for me. Then after thinking for so long, i prefer giving it myself because it is more from heart  . :) Then I went all the way to Jusco "Silver Dragon" to purchase a similiar ring as mine, because you told me you threw it away.And guess what? The ring was the LAST. I don't know should i call this Fate or Luck but still I thank GOD for getting the similiar ring again. So i bought the ring and also the necklace chain to turn it into a necklace ring. Then i went back to eng ann to collect flowers.After that, I call-ed you to see whether I can drop by to see you or not. Then, I went to your house. Holding a bouquet of rose , necklace on the rose and also a card i wrote. I gave it to you. I never expect you to say anything, i just want you to know that throughout all these 3-4 years, my love on you is never fake and will never fade that easy. Action speaks louder than words. I realize my mistake and i do the things that I should do earlier and not now. After giving you the flowers, I felt  very sad all of sudden because i realize the girl standing in front of me is the girl i love the most and treasured the most who i have just lost few months ago. I tried my best to control my emotions but i couldn't help it but broke into tears. And there you gave me a warm hug. I tried to whisper"I love you" but i couldn't said it properly. Even a strong man will cry. Cry because not a cry baby, is because you lost a person you love the most.

    I just hope that FATE will bring us back together someday and I believe in Miracles. Miracles is you and me. I only want to say a 3 simple words which is I love you. Somehow i feel that my love on you is too strong and will never fade. I just couldn't describe how much i love you last time until I really know that I have lost you.

I love you , very very very very much.. I love you till that nobody could replace you. I love you till that nobody will love you like how I love you. If i had a chance again, I will love you by actions and not words. This I can promise you. As you said, when we together back, we will change, but now I promise and I swear that I will never change ever again. You will always be my 1st priority. I always love to regret after i lost you. That is how ridiculous i am. Btw, the necklace ring that I gave you is for you to wear when the FATE bring us back to my side again. Keep the ring safe and secure till the day you are back. I will wait for you to be back, because i know that my love on you will never fade.. =) I will always be there for you, when you need me.

Did you know that the ring I am wearing now has your name "Charene" carve on it? I will be waiting for you till the day you come back to me, and have my name "Kelvin Say" carve on it. =)

I Love You , Tea Pei Nee. You and Only You. =) Smile always and Be Happy. Miracles belong to me and you. Do you believe in Miracles?

Miracles24 = Miracles19

Nothing gona change my love for you. The song you sang to me, I wish to hear it again from you, Tea Pei Nee one day AGAIN.. =) Cheers, Smile..

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go

(Chorus 1)
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

(Chorus 2)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

(Chorus 3)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too

Life

Yeah.. I guess after thinking so long, I'll take my mom advise to "let go".. She told me, If i didnt let go, how will i get a new one? But still i never lied that I love you and I want you to be mine forever.. But you already let go of me.. I'm like just holding on , on myself.. As you all know, easy to say, harder to do.. But of course,  I will try my best to let go.. Whatever it is, our love depends on the FATE.. Let the FATE decide.. Wish you all the best in everything and good luck with him.. :) I'll just carry on with my life, till i find another special girl like you.. :) Study hard, Work hard.. And not to forget, enjoy life! Letting the person go for their happiness is another way of loving.. =)

Goodnight! Just to tell you 1 last time, I love you.. Wo aie nie.. :) Aishiteru.. Saranghaeyo.. Saya cinta pada mu.. Jetaime..

Short story: Girl : do you believe in Miracles?
                    Boy: Maybe? :\
                   Girl: Do you know that there is an island outside there full with miracles?
                    Boy: ya meh?? OMGGG.. *I believe it*

                    From that day onwards , I believe in Miracles and this is how my miracles nickname are born. =) Although it sounded lame, but Miracles started from you .. Miracles24.. Loving you is another miracles for me :)

Sign off,
Miracles24

Dream?

Everything is like a dream... Can it be a dream? I want it to be a dream, so everything can be over soon...  Someone please wake me up from the dream.. Slap me till I wake up.. Everytime i think of You and Him, i always wish i was dreaming.. I felt i had no chance at all anymore.. I feel sad.. Haiz.. But have to stay strong and always smile..

Can i change the fate? Can GOD give me back my precious 1? I really love her a lot.. More than everything else. She's my 1st true love.. And I want her to be my last.. Please , GOD, return her to me.. I would do anything .. Maybe live shorter life? As long as i am with her i am happy enough...

  I'm just typing everything out from my mind.. what i feel and so on..

I will always love you... 06102006.. The day I fell in love with you without any reason.. I believe is not we are too young and immature, i call this as FATE.. I met you when you are form 1... You got a very short hair and dark skin.. I love to tease you that you love my friend.. After teasing you so many times, I fell in love with you.. Then I tried to make my move, getting closer to you.. We start from messaging till midnight and this is how our LOVE is form. Then you grow from form 1 - form 5 ..OMG.. Time really fly so fast... Have been seeing you growing and as we grow our love grows.. Obstacles here and there, we face many problems.. During University life, we have more problems.. Haiz.. People always say that when people are exposed to the world , they will tend to fell for another person.. But why i cant? I cant love others.. Even i love, it will never be as deep as OUR love.. Maybe we've through for very long time.. I want to go through everything with you .. I want to hold your hand, till the day I die.. I want to hug you in my arms.. Put your head on my chest.. Thats all I need... Just to LOVE YOU

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Now i dare to say already :)

Why?

I do not know why.. Everytime i feel emo and all, i will start to blog.. I guess this is the 3rd blog i have created. Why I emo? I cannot understand myself at all.. Why must  I everytime lost the person I love the most 1st only i will start regretting after that. One day, I saw my most precious person holding another person's hand.. I felt a fucking hard object just stab through my heart.. I'm not blaming her for that because it's been 3 months we have been seperated. Where have I been? What did i do? I only concentrate on my studies. Why did I even say breakup to her when I dont meant it? I don't want to break up, is just because when i saw the thing that i shouldn't see, i felt so sad and jealous. I couldn't control my emotions. And I said BREAK UP.. If I had a change to rewind, I would like to turn back time and take back my words. I guess is too late for me already because she had found another 1.. Everytime i think of her and him, i couldn't simply.. my mind start to imagining stuff .. You got it? To tell you the truth, I dont think i call myself a MAN, I cried multiple of times few days..  I watch the video I made, I've cried.. Memories kept on flashing back and back,,I feel like SHOUTING, I MISS YOU SO MUCH.. AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH .. PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME ALONE.. I really do love you a lot.. You are my first and always tell myself I want you to be my last.. I miss calling you BIE, Baby , zhu zhu .. Haiz.. I miss every moment with you.. Seriously .. You are like my entire world already.. You know what was my wish for my every 24 november birthday? I always wish that , I want to be with you forever.. Throughout these years, that was my wish.. My wish never came true.. And 7 more days is my birthday again..

   I feel like it's going to take very long for me to forget you.. I dont want to forget you anyway.. I want you to always be with me and by myside..I want to grow old with you.. Hug you in my arms when you are cold..

But is over.. Just hope i have chance again to be with you if Fate really bring us back again.. I just know that in my heart , very rare girls can replace you in my heart.. Like i said, you are one in the million to me.. Whatever it is, I just hope he will treat you the best and never hurt you like how i did.. Saying this hurts me so much but i still have to say it.

Once again, I want to tell everyone that read my blog that, I love you.. I love you , Charene Tea. I love you Tea Pei Nee.. I love you , biie.. I love you , I love you and I will always love you. If fate brought us back again, I want it to be eternity / forever.

I know I promise i won't be sad.. But sometimes emotion cannot be control.. All of sudden, i went to watch the video and sing along with it till the rivers flowing down my face .. That's all i want to say.. Have to concentrate on my studies too :) Cheers

The ring is the only thing i left.. I'll wear it everyday, as if it was you, where you are always be with me.. I will take care of this ring and protect it , because its the only left memory i have with you.. :) Thus, this ring represent YOU.. :)